Perhaps putting some things out there will encourage me to be more honest with how I feel and give my words more weight in my own head if they are potentially read by someone other than myself. I don't know, it's worth a shot.
If there is one thing I don't like or want it's feedback. Then what's the point? you may ask. I don't know. I just don't want to answer for what I write. I just want to be able to say. That's it.
Some crave big adventure, life with some significant meaning that fills the days with wonder. Some crave significance in general, the knowledge that their life meant something. Some crave successes, desire to make a big impression and conquer seemingly insurmountable odds. I crave peace. That's all.